This thing on ??

My my my how time flies. With many false starts that were enamored by the fear - ideas went dormant and identity stayed clear. Deep in the shadows, avoiding attempt ; Deep in the dark ignoring the light. What was then is not now.

Many Years avoiding the Why? walking fast past the mirrors, avoiding eye contact with me that was believing my own narrative. knowing now that just cause I convinced myself to believe it ; doens’t mean it was true nor right.

Though time is a construct and at a time I believed it all to be wasted. But now I see, feel, and know nothing was wasted. what will be; is. and it is glorious.

Thank you for it all. The beginning the middle and the everything.