Everything is everything

This place this idea, was one of many  main character in quite of few chapters in my book of life.

Currently,  I am reflecting , processing, acknowledging, seeing, understanding, accepting, realizing.   Today, right now as I look up at familiar surroundings,  stroll through friendly streets , I can’t but appreciate the everything that took place here.  My beginning of beginnings began here and a few ends ended here.

The everything was everything.  And my heart , my now sees and accepts and truly welcomes all the dark and all the light I got, consumed , was gifted, was handed, was shared, I drained,  and all i was left with; willingly and and unwilling (Consumed being a key word here).

In the recent I say I scared myself of this city and the idea I associated to it.  Realizing as I stand here i wasn’t scared of it I was scared of myself.  And all I ignorantly attached to it.  Excuses,  justifications, blame, projection;  the call was always coming from inside the house.  Today is glorious. This city, this idea, this everything is beautifully everything!