Agnes : with the unfinished i ask was the repetative of repetative just getting repetative?

Agnes:did the craft begin during qnother thought?  

agnes: was the ruler your only partner or collaborator ? What did you us when the partner wasnt antiquite in size? 

TRANSITION INTO DIGITAL FROM REALITY

Where does one begin?  How does one make a digital imprint? How does one prepare digital content? Cleared music for a just in case senerio or any music just so you can get the instant gratification of putting it out into the universe.  Cleared music is not a dime a dozen, it seems to be quite harder to find.. like trying to seek out new artist that could possible contribute to a passion project idea that could possible go places.. but right now it a chicken or the egg senerio.  How does one take this once passion project and make it into something that people can be inspired by. How can i collectively ask for help from the creative forces that i have come in contact with through my years of work and life, how can i get more people involved. when i don't even know where to begin.  

There is always a point of big ideas that i run from. It could be the point of what if fails. or what if it does work out. or what if it doesn't work out and i wasted all my time or what if it does work out and there are people that are dependent on it and what if i fail them. there are a thousand and one what if's and what once never scared me has become much closer lately.  

So again i say out loud how do i begin.. what is the right way to do this.? because its time.  Time long over due. 

there are a thousand and one more questions.    

36 things I learned in my 36 years

1. Love is not a thing or something you can touch or force or convince. It is not even something you can say or write. Love is something that you do. its an action.  

2. Life is simple. It so simple that we overthink, overdue, overwork, underwork, justify everything which i turn complicates everything which in turn makes everything harder to do, to deal, to accomplish. Accept that life is simple.  Accept you can not control it, you or anyone else and just appreciate the moment, the now, the experience, the person sitting next to yo,u the people you love , and the person you see in the mirror. 

3. Appreciate every human connection you have but first acknowledge everyone as a human and not "a someone."  "someone" drove me here, "Someone" told me that... , "someone" the other night.... We are" not someone's", you are not a someone.  We are each a human being that feels, that speaks, that listens and talks. So do be so selfish and self centered and ask your lyft driver "how are you today" and actually listen.   

4. you are no different then them or he or she or i and vice versa.  

5. Having everything doesn't always mean you have anything and having nothing doesn't always mean you have nothing. 

6. Feelings are only feelings and feelings pass. 

7. Its ok to say you are not ok. 

8. If you fear you will be just like someone you dislike, odds are you are more similar then you would like to admit. So don't convince yourself you  will never be like your father. Dont convince yourself you will not do what he did. Do not try and convince yourself you are better then him...because you are not. let that go otherwise you will follow his footsteps and when that realization hits your world will be jolted. So save yourself years of therapy and just appreciate him for what he did do, even if it was just giving you life.  He did the best he can with what he was capable of doing at that time.   

9. forgive yourself.. accept that you only human. 

10. Time is only an issue if you make it an issue otherwise its just 24hours in a day. 

11. Your biggest enemy is yourself and biggest competition is the person closest to you. 

12.  The universe is on your side. Listen when it talks or puts something in front of you to see or that person for you to meet. 

13. you have to accept that you deserve happiness to be able to truly be happy. 

14. It is very likely that if you never knew fear before you will eventually meet it face to face and because you didn't know it before it is harder to accept its existence, which in turn makes it tougher to move past it. 

15. Its ok to change your mind. 

16. Passion is the only that makes you unique. Do not be afraid of it being your core or your heart.  It will take you everywhere you want to go.

17. That i am not always right but sometimes neither are you. 

18. That my thinking will never be your thinking and your thinking will never be my thinking but what can be is that we take the time understand each others thinking.  

19. Accepting is harder then forgiving. 

20. You may never know what someone else is going through even when you assume you know. 

21. The greedy ones are the one's who you dine with and ask "how is your meal?" not cause they are curious of your review of the meal but because they want to taste your food. 

22. If you want to know who a person really is ask them, "what is success to you?" that will tell you everything. 

24. you are not your mistakes or your errors or disappointments.

25.  Forgive yourself. 

26. Ego is an epidemic, its taking people left and right. Take your medicine of humble every day and you won't become a dick. 

27. This thing called life is not a contest. Your sad, your happy, your struggle or your pet giraffe is not more important than mine. 

28. There are people who love to hear themselves talk. So much so they don't realize that the question they asked was meant for them the whole time. Diverting the conversation back to them is easy to do because they don't really care your opinion but they do care that you should care. 

29.  Family is number one. 

30. Don't say yes because you think you should say yes because you want to.

32. tell everyone you truly love you love them every chance you get. When you think about someone tell them, text them, write them that you are thinking about them. I be that little thought will help that person at that moment.  

33. It is an issue once you make it an issue so just cautious of what it is you say out loud is an issue. 

34. My mom is the best person in my world because even if i may or may not have given up on myself she is right behind me pushing me and motiving me and inspiring me... she has not ever given up on me.  Mom's are the hardest job in the world and they are the most selfless people i have meet. #teammoms

35. You are capable of anything and everything when it comes to love, life and your career.  Art can be a "real job" so be whatever you want when you grow up. 

36. don't give up on yourself.  

All most not

If i told you that i knew today would be today yesterday. Would you believe me?  

If i told you that the other isn't you until it is. would you believe me? 

If i said i love you and then i hate you would you trust me? 

If we danced and i led would you mind leading? 

If we became you and me then are we no more? 

if

Waiting room

As I sit in the waiting room, exciting myself for a room that felt like was shrinking, I sit. Trying to catch my breath, grasping at the reality that is my reality. 

The worry of her, and the worry of her, the fear of him, to the neglect from them, to the mystery of tomrrrow while trying go grasp the right now and maintaining mine.

I give it you .. but the race still races.  

I pause. I pause. 

Allowing to accept, trying, I have no control.  i never did.  .

I accept. I try.  

I pause. 

I love

i to i; farwell to Farwell

i to I ; farwell to Farwell 

We are gathered here today,

To say our goodbyes. To morne.

Allow us, allow Me, to farwell

A final farwell, to my Farwell.  

My experience with Farwell was everything.

My life. My heart. My time. My joy. My pain. My yesterday.

That is, at least when my conscious ricocheted to my feelings, which then turned into toxic and self destructive actions and situations. 

Those acts and situations i speak of, now i see, were only things that everyone around me, who cared, saw and only assumed would be that thing that destroyed me. 

In every sense of the word. 

There is a lot in my head. 

Regarding what i think i want to say. 

Wash and repeat, wash and repeat... those actions acted. 

We danced. Chased. Fought. 

Resented. Blamed. Shamed. 

Guilted. Abused. Belittled and Bewildered. 

Fingers pointed and memories were lost.  

While arrows were shot, wounds were licked.

Healing wasn't part of that choreographed routine.

Just love. Or thought there of.  

I waited for the you to come back. 

I waited but never it came. 

All these verbs, nouns and adjectives are of non importance and the usage of this vocabulary is unnecessary because like any good dance there are two that tango. But also in any good dance only one can lead. And in our dance, there were two.  

Two leaders. 

Two different songs.

Only consistency was both our black and blues. 

But what my roots grabbed tightly was the you.  

Farwell, i love you. 

and i loved you.  

and i will always past and present that feeling. Even if the hurt my heart feels is the feeling of numb. 

Because you are gone.

It's been hard to adjust to the new, but i am doing.  

Functioning at times in daily common acts has been unsuccessful, but i am doing.

At times i have allowed the loss of you to become my handicap, but i am doing. 

 
For so long you were my higher power, my safety, while changing my life. In the Good or bad nothing is a regret but a memory, a etch in the stone in my journey that i would not take back.   

Farwell, you did the best you can with want you were capable of doing at that time. 

For that i sit in gratitude.   

Because Everything that it, we, us, you and i were, brought me to this place of freedom today.  

And for that i thank you.

For that i thank you for being you.  

Was the 'us' even real, considering? Yes. It was even in my delusional perspective. It was real, something of it was.   

Because through the powder, or the dust, the smoke, or that impact…in your eyes or mine. i believe i saw your soul and you saw mine.  

The epic.

Your caliber i will never meet a comparison too. 

So for that, that whole chapter,

Fuck it, the whole book. 

That is dedicated to you.  

Farwell, thank you for being you.

Farwell, thank you for the everything we had.

Farwell, thank you for sharing you with me.

With I.  

But Farwell,

farwell.  

Drifting away

From Here

From here things look different. 

From here you seem so small. 

From here is where you left me.

Familiar unfamiliar I saw.

From here everything gets farther.  

I reach but all detach.  

From here you're color is gray. 

Gray of the gray surrounding you.

From here I fear the impact.

The impact is a fact. 

From here the sky gets blocked.

Blocked by the everyday.  

From here i barely see you. 

Yesterday, tomorrow or today.  

From here is where you left me.  

And from here is where I'll stay.  

What if vs As if

What if it doesnt. 

60 never felt so good

At the eve of my 60, after hand sewing the final letters (with massive assistance and collaboration with my epic'ly talented madre) 'R' and 'E' and the { tentative branding } FIN with LOVE * onto a second sweater, I had a relief lifted. 

That i seeked validation from a lot of the wrong. Professionally, personally. 

I never fueled my life by money, by greed, by an unattainable something. But at that moment of realization I processed whom were those I chose to idolize. For case and point allow me to dissect this statement in the category 'professional.'  Allow me to preface with topic with expressing the gratitude I have for all my professional experiences.  Those experiences have taken me to some extraordinary places. And i live in gratitude to this day for opportunity to have and lived what I lived. And those of whom I admired and professionally seeked their approval for not only future work but to be accepted in a 'team' a 'clique.'  Realizing now I wasn't like those individuals. They are all people whom I did admire and they each taught me a magnitude of knowledge and again gifted me with some great lessons and opportunity but I understand now their purpose. 

Allow me also add prior this realization I sat in a state for refelction and Pity.  

But thankfully that pattern was checked once I realized I am grateful i am not them.  I am glad I am who am I and where I am.

Now, currently due to some choices on my journey, I am not in the place of prediction of aj 5 years ago, even three years ago. Professionally I haven't been in the fire as I once was. To be frank the last real show/production I worked was last summer. And it's been that pattern for the past three years and yes I felt like shit, embarrassed, ashamed, regretful, like a failure, stupid, sorry for myself, and angry with myself. When do I feel this way? When I reflect on those people whom I idolize. I see their lives via social media and see the adventures the travels the luxuries the material growth and social status exceed all expectation from my perspective (silly waste of thought ). But as I look in envy I then compare. On any other occasion that action of comparing it take me to some bad places and thoughts mainly the ' I already screwed it up what's the point now' but this time was different.  

I don't have much to my name, and you know what... I am the happiest I have been in a really long time. The gratitude I have for all the 'its' , 'thats' , 'thens' I have experienced I wouldn't take any of it back. I may not have those travels and materials those I looked up to do have...but today I am a whole. Today I feel freedom in my heart and head. Today with as nothing as I have I really truly have everything. I have my strength, my family, my opportunity to express myself creatively, with my words, I feel, I see, I have a voice. I am present. I have oppuritunites to grow, reconnect. I have tools I didn't have before. But Most importantly today I understand.  And that is something I am grateful for. and I look forward to walk the path I'm paving for me this time around. Professionally and personally. The 'everything I don't have... I don't need them. I don't want them. What I have is a gift and it is all I need. 

Morning learnings

negative think.

Martyr  

Wold needs us

Soul sickness

Not our place to know  

 If it's not an inconvenience it's not a service 

ACTION

The Action is now. 

#theinspirationalmovement 

I Ask I

What scares you most? 

What do you have to lose? 

What is "fear" to you? 

What is "freedom" to you? 

What does "being Present" Really mean to you? 

What is it that you want? 

What is "Happy"? 

What will make you happy? 

What is important to you? 

Do you know why you are here? 

What are you Grateful for? 

What is the most different of you today versus you yesterday? 

"       "      "      "        "          "         "           "    a week ago? 

"       "      "      "        "          "         "           "    two weeks ago? 

"       "      "      "        "          "         "           "    a month ago? 

"       "      "      "        "          "         "           "    three years ago? 

"       "      "      "        "          "         "           "    five years ago? 

Do you know what you want from you? 

Do you understand what doesn't work for you? 

Describe what "feeling" is to you. 

Describe what "action" is to you.

AS A MAN, JUST LIKE THE NEXT.

​so sure yea I've been sober/clean for one month and 15 days. Three cheers sure blah blah blah.  That's not me belittling the progress and the work I have done thus far on myself finally.. it is Amazing it is yes, gratitude fills my body my heart and soul.. that's obvious if you have seeen an photo of me in my many excerts of creative expression { or vanity moments } through any one of my dozen social media therapy platforms..... never would I devalue that...  but what shocks me more is the realization I had today... and this is what dumbfounded me and my realization of what I am actually capable of.. because there was a time when I never thought I could. And there was always doubt that I could. But today I realized i did and I can. 

The mystery I know.. its killing you... 

Ok so today I, anthony james, the man/ the boy-m​an whom only for a long time was exactly that but a man.. a man who has urges and a gang load of sexual curiosity. A man who began to believe that sex was and became my normal in almost all composite of my life.  When i used- the contents is which I used danced with my sexual experience.  Hand and hand. As though one was the dish and one was spoon and they both ran away together to go do it under the bleachers with every other utensil In the drawer.. over and over.. {that's how we get dirty dishes kids}. 

The moral of this family fairy tale, is yes I am grateful for my one month and 15 days of sobriety but I am truly shocked, proud, happy, sexually frustrated beyond words - 

that i have not had sex in one month and 15 days. And i feel.... I feel.  

my NO SEX chip was given and created by from my supportive mom.)

AS A MAN

BY ANTHONY JAMES

As a man, a man who is animalistic just like the next.

As a man with sexual urges, desires and cravings, just like the next.

 As a man who for a long time who only thought with his cock, just like the next. 

As a man who thought that's what love was, just like the next. 

As a man who thought that's all he was valued for, just like the next.

As a man who thought that's what defined him,  just like the next. 

As a man who only knew and believed that's what he was wanted for and only that, just like the next.

As man who didn't know his self-worth enough to know any better, just like the next.

As a man who's heart confused sex with love and added drugs to sex and only associated sex with drugs assuming that's real love, just like the next. 

As a man, who felt, numb, nothing, everything, lived in pain, shame, disappointment and confused all of those with "euphoria" , just like the next. 

Not a man but a boy pretending to be,  just like the next. 

but today, i can stand like a man. 

Finally, just like the next.   

the reality of surviving something leaves you craving to want to go back. 

Thirty3

today I feel: anxious at the moment. But all i cant express my gratitude for the fact that i am with my family. Having the opportunity to rebuild what the 12 year of   distance created. Though relationship were not bad it's just epic that we can just get closer and a strong bond can be established.

Mycousin's sons birthday was this weekend and that brought me so much closer to family. An opportunity to truly be present and feel and give the love and support that only family can give. 

There was so much care that it was quite overwhelming but one that i cant handle and with gratitude accepted as well as gave. 

anxious is the moment. It's the Los Angeles that I'm about to be in again. Of course, I didn't plan to well but what do you do - life does not stop for me. I ain't that special and I mean that the most positive and realistic way. 

Fear was topic yesterday and it was nice r have to think about how fear was involved in my life then and then being in solution while trying to find solution in the now. 

I was fuled by fear, 

Of being alone  

Of failing  

Then insecurity  

Lost selfworth

My drive 

Then became  

Content  

Justified the unjustified  

wasn't managing but really dethreading what was left of my manageable in turn completely making it completely unmanageable

 convincing myself it was okay to do what I  doing cause I was being honest with everyone about my actions and whereabouts -selfish why you ask. cause I was just bring more self destructive cause evryone knew In turn just really telling everyone " well I'm literally killing myself, just be ready for me to die'

Convincing myself 'I got this' when in reality i didn't 'have it' at all.

Fear also keeps me here cause 

1) fear that if I do the don't again - my body will be so use to being absent of the substance that I'd ignorantly partake at the level i left at .. and my body will not say 'ok why not'.  I don't want to die. And that many sound dramatic and ridiculous but Fuck you, I know want I want and I have to go through Action to do what I need to do for me. 

2) my families fear, Thirty something days ago my mom said pretty much. "Yes I know what you do and where you go but I'm afraid you won't pick up that next time I call or I'd receive that phone call..cause we are waiting for it."

How did nikkiParisi say it?  "I checked my ass at the door"

There For many reasons I am in a spot of bliss because I'm blessed I have today and this is exactly where I am suppose to be.

F. E. A. R

Fuck. Everything. And. Run.  

Turns to

Fac. Everything. And. Recover.

Rant rant rant rant

Thanks for letting me share 

A LETTER FROM. A LETTER FOR.

A LETTER FROM. A LETTER FOR. 

LET ME BEGIN BY LETTING YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE DISABLED ALL CONVERSATIONS/ VIDEO CLIPS/ INSTAGRAM CLIPS THAT ARE ON MY SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMS THAT ARE ASSOCIATED OR AFFILIATED WITH ACTIONS ARE LOUDER SERIES (PRODUCED BY SUBTITLE PRODUCTIONS), THUS FAR. 

 THOSE SITES INCLUDE: THIS SITE, VIMEO, YOUTUBE AND FACEBOOK FOR ALL 7 OF THE COMPLETED CONVERSATIONS THAT HAVE OR HAVE NOT BEEN RELEASED YET VIA THIS SITE.  (MINUS ONE WHICH WILL BEGIN THE NEW CHAPTER OF ACTIONS ARE LOUDER SERIES IN THE COMING MONTHS). 

FOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER THE PUROSE OF THOSE WHO ARE APART OF THE FIRST ROUND OF CONVERSATIONS HAS SERVED THEIR PURPOSE UP TO THIS POINT. AND THAT PURPOSE WAS TO INSPIRE. AND THEY HAVE EXCEEDED THAT TREMENDOUSLY.  

THIS FIRST ROUND OF CONVERSATION, SINCE FIRST Uploading Wednesday, August 15, 2012 At 6:05 AM EDT HAS BEEN AN EXTRAORDINARY EXPERIENCE FOR ME. 

I HAVE PUBLICLY AND PRIVATELY EXPRESSED THAT THESE CONVERSATIONS WERE AND ARE A BIG PART OF MY PERSONAL JOURNEY UP TO THIS POINT.  BUT MOVING FORWARD, THE ACTIONS ARE LOUDER SERIES, WILL ACT AS THOUGH WE ARE STARTING AGAIN BACK AT START.. 

THE GRATITUDE I HAVE FOR THOSE WHO GAVE ME THEIR TIME, ALLOWED ME INTO THEIR WORLD AND TRUSTED ME WITH THEIR WORDS - I CANT EXCLAIM HOW LUCKY I FEEL AND EXPRESS THE LOVE AND APPRECIATION  I HAVE FOR EACH OF YOU GUYS. I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE - ALLOW ME TO SAY FOR ONE LAST TIME THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING AND FOR TEACHING SO MANY THING ABOUT LIFE, CREATIVITY, AND MYSELF.  I HAVE LEARNED A GREAT DEAL. LIKE WHAT I CAN EXPECT, WHAT I AM CAPABLE OF, WHAT NOT TO DO AND WHAT TO DO BETTER. 

AND THE GRATITUDE I HAVE FOR EVERYONE WHO WATCHED, LISTENED AND SHARED... YOU EACH ARE WHY I CONTINUED THIS SERIES  (FROM 2012 UNTIL NOW) AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO THIS SERIES. YOU HAVE ALL HELPED ME JUST AS MUST THOSE WHOM I HAD CONVERSATIONS WITH VIA THIS SERIES.  SO THANK YOU EACH OF FOR CARING AND LISTENING.

REGARDLESS THOUGH, FROM DAY ONE I HAVE LEARNED THAT WE AS A SOCIETY DO STILL SEEK INSPIRATION.  HOW BEAUTIFUL THAT IS TO ME. AND THE ONE REASON WHY I WANT TO TAKE THIS SERIES TO ITS EXTREME CAPABILITY.

THE STEPS HAVE BEGAN TO BRING YOU GUYS MORE INSPIRATION YOUR WAY AND BY DOING THAT I WILL BE TAKING THIS SERIES TO AMAZING PLACES, AND LOCKING NEW CONVERSATIONS THAT ARE POWERFUL AND ARE INDIVIDUALS WITH SOME  EXPERIENCES WORTH SHARING. JUST LIKE THOSE WHO ORIGINATED THIS SERIES, THE CONVERSATIONS AHEAD, WE FEEL WILL INSPIRE YOU, HIM, THEM, US AND WE AND I. 

SO WITH THAT I ASK FOR SOME PATIENCE AS THE ACTIONS ARE LOUDER SERIES GET THE NEW BOOK OF BLANK PAGES FILLED UP WITH SOME GREAT JOURNEYS TO SHARE WITH YOU GUYS IN THE NEAR FUTURE. 

UNTIL THEN PLEASE CONTINUE TO INSPIRE EACH OTHER. 

AND REMEMBER THAT NO MATTER WHAT... BIG OR SMALL - IF YOU HAVE/MAKE/DO ACTION, THEN YOU ARE INSPIRING IN MY BOOK.  

THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU. SEE YOU ALL SOON. 

LOVE,

ANTHONY JAMES MORALES 

Not dirty thirty

i love my mom and dad. I love. 

So I turned 30 today. Well, 30 days actually. well 30 days sober actually. 

For some reason sobriety is all around while not being around at all.

My ego and pride are key factors of what got me into trouble a number of times before 30 days ago. for the past 5 years.  

And in pure form.. I am hot and cold and extreme one or the other... that's a always character defect.. not just addict one lol.  

So today, i feel, guess what two things, obviously nothing new.   

I feel disappointment because not one person has acknowledged my 'today's success' and considering i had a number of hands and support getting here today.. none of them have expressed praise or anything. and that makes me sad.   (PRIDE) 

last time i did this, a few times i relapsed those times at day 29. a few times that happen. then i did 90 in 90- over excessively doing two or three a day last time around.  then when i said out loud "i had this"  Almost for years later and here i am today saying "i dont have this". I did not then and i dont know and i know know if i ever will.. i know that i need meetings and i need to fucking get going these steps.  

So to now say to contradict my first victim, self pity comment ..

 i also i am honestly ok with not getting the praise and the prizes because i am not doing this for them, him, her or you i am doing this for me. and i feel accomplished compared to where i was 30 days ago, two years ago, 5 years ago, hell even yesterday.  and im ok with not playing the role that was playing which was selfish, pitiful and broken person. Today is today and today i dont need a chip or all the hugs, or the clap. today i just need to stay on the path.  because i know that i dont have a "one more time" left in me.. if i do a dance of a "one more time" it will be last .. cause my body is going to make that choice and i dont want to risk my 'fin' yet.  (GRATITUDE)  

I have to much to still do still but i do miss you at times. 

So for my 30 days today i did reach out to be of service. I inquired about giving back in some way to my community.  Because i have  purpose and i actually believe the smile that i wear.  awesome right? lol 

the world doesn't not revolve around me

i cant change someone 

people will be who they are 

i cant fix anyone 

people will do what they want to do 

i cant worry about anyone 

i can barely take care of myself 

i care about you 

but i have to care about myself now.  

Cheers to 30, and cheers to 30 moe,

ACTIONS ARE LOUDER SERIES: ROLL CALL 1 UPDATE

DUE TO SOME REDIRECTION, OF WELL, EVERYTHING,   THE PLAN HAS BEEN RE-ADJUSTED A BIT FOR MY CONVERSATIONAL DOCU-SERIES ACTIONS ARE LOUDER.  

BY THAT I MEAN, THE REMAINING EPISODES AND WHERE THE DIRECTION OF THE SERIES WILL HOPEFULLY GO AFTER ROLL CALL 1  IS COMPLETE.   

I HAVE SOME BIG IDEAS AND HOPE THAT IT'S INITAL PURPOSE DOES INFACT BECOME WHAT WAS INTENDED FOR IN THE FIRST PLACE.  TO BE SOMETHING THAT PEOPLE CAN WATCH AND FIND INSPIRATION IN.  

I DONT INTEND TO CHANGE THE WORLD BUT ALLOW SOME, IF ONLY PERSON, THINK AND BELIEVE THEY DESERVES HAPPINESS IN EVERY ELEMENT OF THEIR LIFE. 

TOO BE FRANK, I MYSELF AM FINALLY SLOWING BELIEVING THIS MYSELF.  THIS SERIES HAS BEEN MY LIFE LINE ALONG WITH MY FAMILY AND WITH SOME REFOCUSING I AM IN FACT ON THE PATH TO PRACTICING WHAT I PREACH AGAIN.  

I WILL COME BACK AND GO IN DEPTH OF THIS SERIES BUT FOR NOW I JUST WANTED TO UPDATE TO THOSE WHO ARE LISTENING. PS THANK YOU LISTENING. 

REMAINING CONVERSATIONS:  

AS IT STANDS NOW THERE WILL THERE ONLY TWO REMAINING, POSSIBLE ONE, DEPENDING ON A FEW THINGS. HOPING TO HAVE THE NEXT CLIP OUT WITHIN THIS MONTH AND THE LAST ONE NEXT MONTH. WHICH AS A WHOLE WILL BE A POWERFUL MESSAGE BUT STILL AS INDIVIDUALS STAND AS INSPIRATION STILL - IN THEIR OWN BEAUTIFUL RIGHT.     

ONE INTERVIEW WAS WITHDRAWN FROM THE SERIES FOR SPECIFIC REASON OTHER THEN MY HEART HAS TO CLOSE THIS JOURNEY OUT AND MOVE TOWARD THE FUTURE AND THIS ENTITY AS A WHOLE SPEAK FOR ITSELF SOONER THEN LATER.  I THANK YOU TO ALL CONTRIBUTORS THUS FAR.  

DETERMINING THE REALITY OF A FINAL CLIP WITH ALL CONTRIBUTORS WHOM ARE IN THE ACTIONS ARE LOUDER SERIES: ROLL CALL 1 TOGETHER BUT THE AKS AND SCHEDULING ETC NEED TO BE DISCUSSED STILL BUT MY HEART DOES WANT TO SIT WITH EVERYONE FOR THIS EVEN BECAUSE IT WOULD BEAUTIFUL FOR OTHERS TO EXPERIENCE AND SEE THE ENTITY AND THE MAGNITUDE OF INSPIRATION THEY HOLD TOGETHER AS A GROUP, TOGETHER, AS ONE. 

FUTURE OF SERIES:   

THESE PAST MONTHS, PARTICULARLY THE PAST 26 DAYS, I HAVE HAD SOME BEAUTIFUL EXPERIENCES  THAT HAVE ALLOWED ME MEET NEW PEOPLE, MORE INSPIRATION AND MORE HOPE. AND I FEEL THERE ARE MORE JOURNEYS TO HEAR, SHARE AND INSPIRE WITH.  DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES, DIFFERENT OPINIONS - ALL WITH THE SAME UNDERLINE, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS,  HAPPINESS IS WHERE WE WANT BE AND WHAT WE WANT IN LIFE.  

SO PLEASE, REMAIN ON THIS JOURNEY WITH ME. THERE IS NOTHING BUT BEAUTIFUL HAPPINESS A HEAD AND IT WOULD BE HONOR AND WITH GRATITUDE TO GIFT YOU GUYS WITH WHAT IVE LEARNED, HEARD, EXPERIENCES, AND FELT.  

SO IN CONCLUSION LET ME BID FAREWELL WITH A #YOUTUBE CLIP THAT IS OF SIMILAR DIRECTION OF WHERE THE NEXT CONVERSATION LIVES.  

THE INDIVIDUAL IS ONE THAT I HAVE GIVEN MUCH CREDIT TO REGARDING LIVING AND CREATING WITH HEART AND PASSION IN MY LIFE.

SO UNTIL IT IS OFFICIAL AND I CAN IN FACT SHARE HER WORDS WITH YOU - I THINK THE BEST THING TO DO IS JUST DANCE.  WE WILL DANCE.  AND TODAY I AM GOING TO GO EXACTLY WHERE I GO WHEN I WANT TO FEEL GOOD.  

WORLD OF DANCE

ROYAL FAMILY

2015