I ELECT:
UPDATED:
The control of the rally's that trump doesn't have. I agree is ridiculous. Kinda ironic the big man with big words can't calm down his own supporters and ease them to peace at a public setting and then still has an opinion/ suggestion on the terrorist issues.
Anger Anger anger, that's the over setting - with the mojo I feel via coverage of AMERICAS NEXT TOP PRESIDENT - on the podiums and off- fine example how about the subtle {not subtle} support/ sons association with The white supremacy {or link of the two parties}. That makes we very uneasy.
I'm not to deep into all this season of elections but none of them are perfect, Obama wasn't even perfect but Obama allowed me to feel safe and he being personable allowed more individuals, my demographic, older, younger, overall majority of America -, to care and ask questions and want to be apart of the bigger picture apart of making a difference. He didn't follow through everything he promised but get over that cause he's made a dent which is more then most of you can say you ever did in your lifetime.
In a society they is mondain, comfortable and people who are to afraid of their own shadow to want anything more out of their life besides "enough" . Everyone from their soapbox that are content with living on "barely" - it is so much easier to bitch and complain of the "nots" he did then focus on the "nots" your doing. How about your "not even try's" or "give up". Before you bully people who you fell can't do the job right, get out from behind your rock and do So better. Show us by example that we should give a shit about your rant - when your continuing nothing to making this world a better place.
Back to election option - the difference of the last (two elections) and this one. Obama was a WE GUY, this time everyone is an I GUY. Bottom line no is perfect. Each of them have their flaws, hell each and everyone one of us do too but what should matter is not "HE SAID SHE SAID " or "BUT THEY ARE" or "HE SAID IT FIRST. "
What should matter is FIXING the Steps backwards our society made EVOLVING FORWARD AND NOT ALLOW IGNORANCE TO BE ARISE AGAIN. ALL THIS IGNORANCE WE ARE SEEINF IS due to ego and pride. for god sake these grown ass people are not children in the playground fighting for the damn ball on a game of RED ROVER. What they need to do is stop trying to steal each other's lunch money and focus on who can do the job. It's a hard job, and we are only humans.
But for fuck sake... Grow up guys. Grow up society. Throw out the pride, ego, ignorance, racism, judgment and Just love, support, inspire, chance, and everyone
EACH OF US JUST NEEDS TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE
AND ALL THOSE INDIVIDUAL DIFFERENCES WILL COLLECTIVELY
MAKE THIS WORLD THAT BETTER PLACE.
THE PLACE WE ALL DREAM OF WANTING.
I'd like to elect:
Ps I can't spell for shit so get over it.
Thank you for letting me share
Are You Comfortable in Your Own Skin? No? Then Sit down.
UPDATED: EDITED
Photo Credit : Brian Bowen Smith
just wanted to say that i have the upmost respect even more for kimkardashian. I am just a nobody in sea of nobodies when it come to my opinion counting at all but we all have a voice and if we dont use it someone will use it for us. So here it is.
Photo credit: Kim Kardashian
this pic took the internet by storm once again. And though at first i was that person/ fan who was kinda tired of this kinda expression. I mean its a wash and repeat move that i feel shes grown a bit old for but when came to the impact it on opening a discussion my perspective flipped, and once she felt a level of frustration {i assume considering all the bullying she got for the photo from everyone expecially other women} to those whom nay say and wrote an open letter giving her reason behind the photo { which kind of annoying that she felt she had to] I now remember again why i am #teamkardashians.
She says it all right. bottom line.
where my input and frustration is - is at society. Why? why do we feel the need to bitch and point fingers an belittle our fellow man? there is pride, there is confidence there is nothing negative about a woman flaunting her body. Her vagina isnt all up your face and she is classy with her selfie approach so why the fuck does everyone feel the need to bitch?
There are people kids, boys, girls, adult, large, thin, athletic, curvy, thick, short, tall, trans, post, you, us, them, her, he, she and i who are all human and most of us cant say outloud that we are proud to be in our own skin.
I myself am confident, yes. and i may have an ego. yes. and load a ton of my vanity on instagram daily. but my insecurities and fears these are character defects that i am working through because i have a ton of them. the shame for one reason or another also character defect that i am working through. At this moment in life i am again slowing getting comfortable in my own skin. i cant say im proud of the who i am.. not today..
I once compared myself to other. I dont have their muscles, i am not that handsome, i am not that tall, i am not that athletic, my cock is not the size of 12 inch cucumber, I compromised myself to be something others wanted, for godsake i didnt allow anyone to love because i didnt love myself. and what did that get me? years of being lost, fearful, abusive towards myself, angry, putting myself in not healthy situation, addiction, and carelessness towards things because i didnt care, i was not worthy. i wasnt what they/he/she everyone wanted and trying to adjust myself, my beliefs, and my capability which were all just ways to destroy myself because i wasnt comfortable in my own skin nor happy with where and who i was. So, if someone can post with pride a nude fucking photo because they are proud, dont be jealous or envious or bitter or angry or resentful. be supportive. Fuck take a nude pic yourself support her by showing the world you are comfortable in your own skin and who gives a fuck what bs people say.. until you do it and say and beleive these words "i am proud of who i am, and am comfortable so much in my own skin" just shut you mouth. you have no reason to speak and complain because that is you that needs to do the work not Kim Kardashian.
right now im getting there to say those words.. so trust - there will indeed be some almost nude pics coming your way once i myself believe it. Until then #benude #beproud #besupportive
photo credit : Sharon Osbourne
Photo credit: Ellen Degeneres
thank you for letting me share.
RIDE TO END AIDS
In the midst of everything going on.. On being what is now all just old news- something actually came to fruition for me. Well a few things actually but one in particular is that I never realized the AIDS cycle literally was for me.
This is top goal that donations raised contribute to:
$50,000 will help a medical team provide 2 months of leading edge medical care in our Jeffrey Goodman Special Care Clinic for 300 patients living with HIV.
that clinic actually saved my life. That clinic actually is a big reason why I am the healthiest I have ever been. Everyone involved with the Jeffrey Goodman special care clinic from each person at front desk who has checked me in, nurse who's weighted and check vitals, that financial screener who made it all possible, dr. Carpenter who cares, who's main focus was my well being (among a cattle call of others just Like me, to Grazel who listened and suggested. To Toby and Jenna and others and more but especially it all possible because of one individual who went above and beyond to help me when I walked into the center at 117 pounds and when my body was inches away from throwing in the towel that a Councelor named Stevens main priority was to help save my live. This service and all of these individuals who ultimately see my warriors are my reality.. And it's realized when I read the goals for the cycle that it's everyone who rides, who raises money- they all- you all are Also a big part of my journey and the reason why my story didn't stop being weitrn but are all the reasons why I am here today laying with a mass of gratitude. So I thank everyone for saving my life.
please help and donate to this cause. Not for me cause I have my angels thankfully, donate to cause there are so many other sons, brothers, cousins, neighbors, and friends who are too afraid to ask for help, who's journey took them down an unfarmiliar path, who is In a rock Bottom and doesn't know that The Jeffery Goodman services even exist, for the person who is alone or feels alone or is too afraid to want anything better, donate because they all were and could be anyone of us, and don't we all deserve a second chance at life? I am grateful I had mine.
This is one of many people who are riding this June that are seeing donations and next year the plan is for my niece and I to ride and too see out donations. But for today donate here to a new friend with a light that is very contagious and whos heart is quiet catching, and his passion for this cycle is beautifully humbling. Michael Rodrigez.
http://www.tofighthiv.org/site/TR?px=3119058&fr_id=1880&pg=personal
Please and thank you.
That WA$ then. This is LIKE BUTTON NOW
once upon a time a man had a little idea of putting 6 stranger into one house, and guess what people stopped being polite and started being real.. who'd have thought?! well an social curiosity became the door to dates, bug eating, carrots, Cliff diving, icey roads, tattoos and a little girl who drinks way too much soda. The house hold names were no longer Tom Cruise or Madonna but Kim, Cate and Kat. I mean grandmas can tell you which Kardashian they relate to most. Mine says Kortney.
Point being that once upon a time we started to care what other people did so much so i was able to make a carrer out of! in the most rewarding way possible. (sometimes) Well what was the dream job for me was the devils work for some people. Those people being once who blamed reality for destroying our kids, and our terrible social skills and causing cancer.. Reality got the slack because it was "mindless" and it "took over the "real tv" people were famous for nothing... blah blah blah.. dumb dumbs
well my point is times are changing and in one way Reality isnt to blame anymore for society being less interested in important things.. like.... uhhh.... whos at the grammys?
well move over Dance moms there is a new reality in the house.. and thats.. digital content. The fellow reality associates that once ruled the school with me are shifting over to the digital world.. why you ask? I said you ask! :) because we as society love making everyone a someone.. lets care and listen to the kid who can make fart noises with his arm pit or the cat that can open a door. press the like button or the follow button and jump in that cattle call of being a follower and make the everyone a someone. To be of importance isnt the training and experience but if you can make interesting not interesting or say something about nothing or nothing about everything.. that will determine your social status.. and a Like button will soon be our currency..
one large coke? thatll be 34 likes please.
Now i wonder those people who said that reality were making nobodies somebodies.. how do they feel not that we are making an even bellower layer important. bet you dont think Kris is famous for nothing now- that bi#ch made diamond golden eggs outta a piece of gum.. this new digital reality hybrid can only give you a tutorial about Kardashian cauntoring but (i lost my thought here)
anyway reality isnt reality because the new reality is whats sweeping the nation and though its great that we can all now be a someone if you have an iphone, a cat and a editing system.. helps the introverted become more social but does it help the social become less driven?
in a world of "there is no first place we are all winners" or "heres a award for having a good attendance and heres one for putting your pants on right" does this make us all more likly to not try harder for something bigger then themselves there is too much to compete with no matter what area of something you too are intrigued by? does this make the everybody just say "ok even though i do want to be a photographer - that persons photos looks same style as mine- the world doesnt need two of the same" making more people followers and a very few leaders..
i dont know the first thing about any of the digial buzz feed youtube ways of living.. In my day i did BTS clips for fun.. for an outlite to be creative and work with friends and people who i could learn from.. now i dont know if i have to make that into my real job, how to make it a real job or just accept that i have to get a real job job.
me: McDonalds are you hiring?
Ronald Mcdonald: yes but only to people who have more the 4K followers.
me: fuck.
Times are changing in my world and as i grasp my reality and let go of wondering if i will get a call for another great show such as the one's i was blessed to have work on or just realize that accept that its time to get a real job or learn a thing or two about an area I also feel like i missed cause i was investing too much time into my 9-5 (reality tv) again and jump into the new reality and contribute me to a what seems to be a much broader audience. or followers or subscribers or uhh emojis?
and furthermore check out my inspirational digital conversational docu-series ACTIONS ARE LOUDER , its just me trying to motivate someone to think bigger themselves and beleive they deserve HAPPY... its not cat playing patty cake but my mom likes it.
hee hee those cats are good! like button definitely pressed!
thank you for the understanding that i cant spell. thanks californai Education-e ;)
what make a man is a man who says he can, what makes a great man is a man who admits he can not.
to own our 'can nots' is the most human way to live.
though our society has become conditioned to say yes when we mean 'no' or 'not sure' anything but the truth in fear of others seeing weekness or doubt- its ok to try honest.
Un
why do I look at you In a way no one else does?
or maybe they all do.
why do I let you let you be you and Just Stand with no fight but just observation of they you that is not mine.
Or maybe you never were.
i invested as though a stock but with no currency but only my heart.. Empty it is now yet the stock that is you is up.
Maybe my investment was a handout from you
either way, you go about you and I only go about Trying to rememeber me.
but the me keeps falling back to the you.
why
Believe in #
The superbowl halftime and national anthem taught me:
there is hope.
There is love.
Their is art in simple.
There is art in minimum.
there is art in love
and art in unity.
there is art in us.
I believe in #us
Frank O' Hara: words who inspire my Me
A True Account of Talking to the Sun on Fire Island
The Sun woke me this morning loud
and clear, saying "Hey! I've been
trying to wake you up for fifteen
minutes. Don't be so rude, you are
only the second poet I've ever chosen
to speak to personally
so why
aren't you more attentive? If I could
burn you through the window I would
to wake you up. I can't hang around
here all day."
"Sorry, Sun, I stayed
up late last night talking to Hal."
"When I woke up Mayakovsky he was
a lot more prompt" the Sun said
petulantly. "Most people are up
already waiting to see if I'm going
to put in an appearance."
I tried
to apologize "I missed you yesterday."
"That's better" he said. "I didn't
know you'd come out." "You may be
wondering why I've come so close?"
"Yes" I said beginning to feel hot
wondering if maybe he wasn't burning me
anyway.
"Frankly I wanted to tell you
I like your poetry. I see a lot
on my rounds and you're okay. You may
not be the greatest thing on earth, but
you're different. Now, I've heard some
say you're crazy, they being excessively
calm themselves to my mind, and other
crazy poets think that you're a boring
reactionary. Not me.
Just keep on
like I do and pay no attention. You'll
find that people always will complain
about the atmosphere, either too hot
or too cold too bright or too dark, days
too short or too long.
If you don't appear
at all one day they think you're lazy
or dead. Just keep right on, I like it.
And don't worry about your lineage
poetic or natural. The Sun shines on
the jungle, you know, on the tundra
the sea, the ghetto. Wherever you were
I knew it and saw you moving. I was waiting
for you to get to work.
And now that you
are making your own days, so to speak,
even if no one reads you but me
you won't be depressed. Not
everyone can look up, even at me. It
hurts their eyes."
"Oh Sun, I'm so grateful to you!"
"Thanks and remember I'm watching. It's
easier for me to speak to you out
here. I don't have to slide down
between buildings to get your ear.
I know you love Manhattan, but
you ought to look up more often.
And
always embrace things, people earth
sky stars, as I do, freely and with
the appropriate sense of space. That
is your inclination, known in the heavens
and you should follow it to hell, if
necessary, which I doubt.
Maybe we'll
speak again in Africa, of which I too
am specially fond. Go back to sleep now
Frank, and I may leave a tiny poem
in that brain of yours as my farewell."
"Sun, don't go!" I was awake
at last. "No, go I must, they're calling
me."
"Who are they?"
Rising he said "Some
day you'll know. They're calling to you
too." Darkly he rose, and then I slept.
Et tu, Brute?
#fbf wanna take a minute out of this day to embrase and appreciate a fellow peer. We met when i was doing a little project for a friends brand. This projects intentions were to revist the alumnis of project runway and project runway all stars. A show that has been my family for quite some time. I felt with my experience behind the scene, and the designers on camera scene, collectively we can let people in to the show though our two perspectives. and also what I wanted to do was humanize these designers and know more in depth the how's whys and purpose behind thier passion that is fashion design..
though we only were able to get two interviews I'm, one still unseen, sorry gordona (I may bring it to like just because) I still had a chance to meet two special individuals who have in their own right already left a bold legacy to leave behind .
Costello whom when I met was juggling direction to his several seamstress, planning his next big show and working through his private clients (Beyonce anyone) and still has time to share his journey and be graful for the road he traveled and the excitement for the empire he is building.
And what can i say about Joshua. Cheers to the new endeavor that is your current collection and hopes that the Path you chose brings you large recognition for the purpose and heart that I had when the idea was created prior our first initial meeting.
I am unsure why you chose to do what you chose to do and carry out something I shared with you, because the light I thought in saw would be something to collaborate with and bring a new perspective to many people..
what made me pitch the idea to you.
you spoke of a need for an oppurinity to build a cumroderty/ a family / a community with all alumnis from the show. You craved something that can allow you all to be able to assist and build your guys brands and each help where help is needed and jointly support each other to take the platform that is the show and together rise to the top.
it was everything I ever wanted for every designer, success. I too wanted A place we're you guys could come out of the "after show limbo" and have a new platform to allow you all to recieve what you all deserve, true success. In stores, on every celebrities, making the business of the brands become their own entity! I want you all to have what you each deserve.
that joint purpose allowed me let you in on a little idea I held close to my heart. prototyped and developed with the help of Sonjia last season.
and what quickly became me pitching the idea results to far from actually collaboration and now becaming what it is today ... Your future. My nothing.
Since you clearly needed the concept and the work, the prototyping, and the products to bring it all to fruition, and the contacts for the pieces that the product needs to come alive so darn bad.... I stand here asking..
How do you feel? Complete?!
When you receive praise or kudos, do you break a little inside or own it?
When someone says "didn't Aj..?" What is your response?
Ps was it on purpose to photograph the exact pair of 3D glasses I gave when pitching this idea nesssasry? Apparently
what is success to you?
did you forget Sonjia is second In command with this idea, the smart thing if you were going to play this way, would have been to create an alliance with her, rather then let her hear it though the grapevine. she knows this idea and concept in and out because she helped me being an idea to light.
Artist to artist. I'm hurt and I'm dishearted but can only say I hope it gets you what it is that you think you are missing right now. And if this is your big break and or gets you the acknowledgement you feel your heart is missing so much then I hope you get that need and want fulfilled.
i end my resentment, my disappointment and my thought here. I am no longer angry nor hurt just numb.
cheers
Here are your words and your journey that I was proud to share and invest my time in and create for/about you. The artist.
Your future.
Your praise.
Here are a few ideas I were in process. Throw those glasses of yours on and take a look.
Fin
I Breathe Better Today
I, The artist,
the he who creates,
the person who escape/hides/ finds safety in his editing,
the soul that is fuled by bringing ideas to fruition,
Who's purpose In which I feel is being revealed,
Who's struggle that is to find balance in survival and creation,
Who's struggle to find self,
Who is on the journey to understand,
the journey to accept,
the journey to forgive,
the journey to relearn,
the journey to be,
Who is on this journey to not become the "it" that constantly reveals itself in disguises (EGO & POWER)
Who maintains and appreciates the gift that is to still feel,
to maintain the ability to listen,
to be present,
to give,
to be selfless,
to alway work on the malfunctioning I do because I was poorly built.
To accept that Santa doesn't exist but that doesn't mean I am not capable of lassoing the moon,
to just Continue to pull the thorns out and not accept the thorns,
to forgive,
To finally accept that I am but only human and so are you.
And I be able to soon surrender to the universe because the signs are there. You have see them, and listen.
I see and I am finally truly listening.
Recently, a special person allowed me to hear myself talk. He introduced me to some new knowledge of someone of most importance , Nise da Silveira.
He shared his who's, why's and how's of her journey and what he found important and meaningful - while still leaving a lot of details out. I think to once again challenge me and my curiosity. My Curioisty indeed did spark coming to the end conclusion of something that at this time was what I think I needed to feel. Hear. Accept.
That being that I am on the right path and that I am not crazy.
I have never seen a therapist, I have at one point associated therapy to a state of weakness. And ignorant mentality, maybe but I always knew that it wasn't for me. Though I have made an effort finally to seek out those whom are 3rd party, not bias and disassociated with what has become my normal, and this resort who know maybe could help my 'overthinking, rapid, bubble' that is my brain.
But I have yet.
Instead I once again have embraced consuming/expressing/ communicating myself in and through my art. My photos, my attempts at spray paint, acrylics multimedia and editing, what that content in which I edit has become my anchor through the journey... (seeing, hearing, learning and sharing the inspiration that is around me in my Actions are louder series).
It has been the life raft that kept me on track and though the journey has been a lengthy one, each conversation has Taught me and helped me and pushed me.. Because ACTIONS ARE LOUDER SERIES is my therapy and NISE DA SILVEIRA and another Brazilian helped me breathe better today because I now believe and see that I'm not crazy.. But a little more free... Thank you and you both for being you.
Nise da Silveira
Silveira was born in Maceió, in the northeastern state of Alagoas,
Brazil, in 1905. After graduating from the Medical School of Bahia in 1926 (the only woman among 157 men
), she devoted her life to psychiatry and never was in agreement with the aggressive forms of treatment of her time such as commitment to psychiatric hospitals, electroshock, insulin therapy and lobotomy.
In 1952 she founded the Museum of Images of the Unconscious, in Rio de Janeiro, a study and research center that collected the works produced in painting and modeling studios. Through her work, Nise da Silveira introduced Jungian psychology in Brazil.
A few years later, in 1956, Nise da Silveira developed another revolutionary project for her time: the creation of the "Casa das Palmeiras" (Palms House), a clinic for former patients of psychiatric institutions, where they could freely express their art and be treated as outpatients on a daily basis. She also formed the C.G. JungStudy Group, which she chaired until 1968.
Her research on occupational therapy and the understanding of the psychotic process through images of the unconscious gave origin, along the years, to exhibitions, films, documentaries, audiovisuals, courses, symposiums, publications and conferences. She was also a pioneer in researching emotional relations between patients and animals, whom she used to call co-therapists.
In recognition of her work, Nise da Silveira was awarded decorations, titles and prizes in different areas of knowledge. She was a founding member of the International Society for Psychopathological Expressionheadquartered in Paris, France. Her work and ideas inspired the creation of Museums, Cultural Centers and Therapeutic Institutions in Brazil and overseas.
Nise died on October 30, 1999, in the city of Rio de Janeiro.
AAL 2.0
And so we begin to finalize the details of our final 4 (maybe 5).
📸 85 %
😽 85%
💄 60%
🌈 50%
Now time to review.
When I go about editing any of the actions are louder installments , it's everyday im gratful that we live in the modern age. To Google This rare performance all the way to that exclusive point of view of tbd event. Though its time consuming it's still education . I learn as I go into each journey. It's a beautiful thing they World Wide Web.
Reality vs A Reality: fin
Though what seemed like a #fin, she mourned. Throwing her face from the reflection she has never meet.. "what happen the once upon a time that stared back at me? Where did that go? Did it ever even exist? Who even am I if I am not who I thought I was?"
As she introduces her senses to the new canvas that is her now familiar..with each pore her fear or the unknown is met with her reality that is this new.
Doubting, questioning, if beauty is in the eye of the beholder and if was the beholder who in fact unveiled to her "a reality " the it's been a lie she's lived and in fact alway looked this unrecognizedable. Then what's the point?
"If I see this, this being "a reality" one that always existed apparently that I never saw. Was I in denial ? Was i cloudy with idealist dreaming in a false hope that there was beauty in this world and it not but a place where grass can not grow and the rust off of the decay is the brightest bright can shine? That the 'benift of the doubt' was but a 'get out of jail card' only then allowing ugly more time manifest into the monster that it has confidently owned.
That forgiveness was but a joke on the neive allowing the ugly to grow in mass while point down at the ashes of hope that once danced with glee but now hides in fear.
There is truth to everything that is said and revieled so the beholder that is he who clearly get haze, his truth must be a true and I must be the new unfarmiliar.
So that's what that for ..
Did you know that the burst of light from the powerful strobes add rhythm to the concentration and informality of the shooting session
Feeling everything vs.
if you feel everything.
embrase it. It's a gift.
Feeling everything, as overwhelming as it will be, is a gift. Every tear, even thought, every gut wrenching pain that hits your stomach like a Mac truck, every face muscle you strain from laughing so hard, every I love you you give and I love you you do or don't get back, everything little white lie you get or make, every abuse either to your ego or bruise on your face, every Yes! Or every No! Every I should have known better to I will love you till the end.. These are all gift. Gifts of having the ability to feel.
You may think the bad will be the last bad or the good can't get any better but its likely the bad will get worse and the better will get better or vice versa either way embrase the pain, the heartache, the excitement and the glee.
Just Imagine not feeling anything, on second thought. Don't imagine. Save that energy for the next moment worth that energy.
For now. Be present. You'll be stronger tomorrow because what today brought and what your survived yesterday.
Man vs. the giant weed
It starts as a seed. A seed we plant together. With hopes that it will grow to be a huge beautiful entity that with nurturing will become strong, and something to be proud of. meet the parents , you know ?
Of course that is only a expectation, mostly an unrealistic one, unless that is if your name is Seamour.
Words, too many words.
in conclusion, I look at you in all your growth directly into your eyes and I tell you as you stand there being the big bad wolf, scaring me because that is what you do best. And you know what that's fine. Because why? Cause you're doing the best you can with what you got and what you got, I don't want anymore. You're huge your real powerful looking over me, taunting me with your words, what am I saying plants don't talk, but if they did in sure your words would have been your ammo I probably would believed everything you said because I'm a fool. But your plant and you don't talk... That's right..
but if was know this every time you proved me wrong, every time making me feel a fool was accomplished, know this, every time I understood your point. I did. I just didn't understand the point. Because at the end of the day what did it really do? Benefit? You? Me? No? Neither? Me gone? You free? Us not?
Look , what I'm Trying to say is this. I'm just a boy standing in front of a oversized heartless monster who's ego is greater the size of the heart that I thought I once saw when the seed was once planted, and I, sillily had unrealistic expectations in you, me and us. And I'm sorry for my part, my conflict, my imperfections, my errors, my flaws, my care my disappointments, my anger, my snoring, my jealously but I am not sorry this time for yours.
I understand what unconditional love is, I had to have to have sat here for years watching you grow to something oh so very unfamiliar.
And here we are.Eye to eye or giant weed to my eye.
Im not scared of you, nor do I care what you think or nor do I need your validation for me to be okay with who I am.
who am i? I gotta refigure that out. I gotta to the work, the work on something that has a positive outcome, and it's time to do the work for something that has a purpose.
Now if you will excuse me I have plants and people who not only respect by love me and there is no room for weeds where I am going. So, please enjoy your wild, or don't. I don't care.
fin